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[Oct. 10th, 2009|07:10 pm] |
I have less that a month to go, and this really, really scares the crap out of me. I mean the whole pregnancy its just been, oh they'll be here in a few months, I have time. But now that they're going to be here soon, its just scary. I feel like I'm not prepared at all. I hope that this is all just normal feelings. I don't even know what they are yet. They haven't turned into the right postision to determine a sex. This is honestly the most nervewrecking thing right now. I don't have their names down, I don't have anything but some clothes. The don't even have a nursery. Well, we don't even have our own house. He promised me would by now.
Okay, so my mind is moving at a million and one miles an hour. My moods are changing, nothing is happy, sad, clean, smelly enough. I hate being pregnant. I want these kids out of me, but at the same time I don't want to because I am afraid I am going to be a bad mother. I'm sure its all logical fears. But I can't think logically right now with my mood, cravings, everything else changng every five minutes. Oh well. I can deal. less than a month right?
I need to breathe, and be calm over this. |
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[Aug. 9th, 2009|08:49 pm] |
♥ Emerson Renee James was born on September 7th 1983 the youngest child of James family and only girl in Springfield, MA. Shortly after she was born her parents split and the mother and children moved to South Carolina. She never did get to see her father after that.
♥ Being the youngest in a house full of boys and a mother that always works had turned her into a tom boy, running around, getting dirty, climbing trees. Until she hit puberty and realized that she was a lady. she still played rough with the guys, but know started to think her brothers' friends were "cute" (Ohhh noo! D=)
♥ Her first boyfriend was a disaster (at age 14) when one of her brothers found her making out with him on the beach and chased him off forbiding her to ever see him. She also lost her virginity to him a year later, again getting caught in the act by her mother that time. (she obviously wan't very sneaky!)
♥ Learning after that experience she kept her boyfriends a secret to keep from the 3 father figures she did have scaring them off. That was until school dances when they would come to pick her up, then somehow none of them had plans for the night. They only liked one boy, which she found to be completely boring and dumped him quickly.
♥ After graduating high school in 2001, Emerson got accepted into University of Chicago majoring in education. Graduating with her bachlors in education in the spring of 2007 she got a job at a chicago grade school teaching 1st grade. She was a bit homesick but always felt she had a calling to chicago for some reason.
♥ In 2008 she met and married rather quickly ![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) elian during a drunken bet at her friends wedding. They knew it was too soon (being together not even a month) but decided to see what would happen if they stayed married. It was rocky, almost leaving each other several times but they always seemed to work through it.
♥ Emerson got bad news though, finding out that she would have a very hard time concieving children due to her system not working properly. They started treatements and nothing would work. Finally they decided to go to invirto route. They tried 4 times and it didn't work, 5th time was the carm where she concieved twins in the spring of 2009.
♥ Wanting to be closer to her family while she was having her children she decided that her and elian should move out of the big city and move back to South Carolina. So he went down to find a job and a place to live before she moved down there.
♥ Getting in contact with doctors and finding herself a teaching job she headed down there to be with her husband even though they were fighting long distance over the way he acts. catching a little late she has a job set at the local grade school for the following school year.
→ loves a good horror movie
→ adores tacobell like no other
→ love country music
→ Reality televison whore, favorites are american idol and america's got talent
→ loves animals, she has 3 dogs named Gibblet, Nibbler, and Princess. Two cats named Tiger, and Swiper.
STORYLINES:
caj big brother, protector, dorkasauraus.
elian husband, pain in the ass, crackwhore, babydaddy.
emilyjames cousin, big mouth, hippobutt
evanlander brother in law, old man, doc
annarose sister in law, blondie, mama
adamr cousin's soon to be husband, smelly, loud, eats too much.
evelynskye sister in law, tofu queen |
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| crockerpark :: emersonteaches |
[Aug. 9th, 2009|08:47 pm] |
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FRIENDS ONLY!! |
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